"I always thought that by the time I put out a third album, I would want to come back to natural hair and natural makeup," she told me. "I thought, I will shock the world again and just be more toned down. I thought that would be more shocking than to keep on doing exactly what they had already seen."

- Nicki Minaj for GQ Magazine November 2014.

about to find my beanie then go to work

i love you all



Cora Emmanuel by Anthony Maule x “Las dos Fridas” by Frida Kahlo



The ultimate dad joke compilation

Every time we go past a cemetery my dad pulls the joke “that must be a popular place, people are just dying to get in”. Every time.


Sometimes recovery is waking up early to write in coffee shops and practicing yoga and eating lots of fruit and chocolate and sometimes it’s staying in bed all day and hiding from the world until you can stop crying. All of this is okay. What’s important is that you take care of yourself no matter what kind of day you’re having.

imma go 2 bed


expose rapists


Tumblr on November 1st

thank you to everyone who sent me messages.

i really appreciate it and you

sorry for worrying or bothering all of you guys. i’m in not such a bad place rn.


Feel free to unfollow me

I’m so fucking stupid and selfish

My aunt just called me and she was telling me how whenever things are bad today to imagine her here with me and she knows I’m sad and scared and she’s scared too

Fuck here I am being a fucking dumb bitch b/c I can’t get out of bed/not be sad and my aunt has cancer and is trying her hardest to be positive and do the things she has to do.

I hate myself

I called my mom and told her I can’t get out of bed I can’t do anything and all she will say is yes u can

Turning this shit into some fuckin motivational speech. I physically cannot get out if this bed and I can’t stop cryin an all she keeps saying is “yes you can. You are responsible you know what you have to do. Go take your meds. Go to work”

Like I literally cannot get out of this bed or stop crying and there’s no way I am gonna feel better in 30 minutes when I have to @ work.

i need to find a therapist or something.

I really wanna die and I miss my grandma

i kinda wanna die and i miss my grandma